Endless Pain

Walking through an endless hallway of pain
I am doin my best to keep me sane
Somehow I knew the light wouldn't stay on for long
But I assumed this time it would and I was wrong
Nothing can ever replace this void in my heart
I only wish that he wouldn't have torn it apart
Now I lie in my bed and cry
And each day I see him I long to die
My only strength was in the love we had
And now I can't help but to be sad
I only put into it what I wanted you to cherish
Yet now that love has no choice but to perish
She had more than I could supply
Every night I ask the same question, Why?
But now all I have left is to mend me back together
And to keep my heart with me and trust no one never.
~Ashley~